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  • EMPTY

    6/20/09 0 Comments

    I SIT AND STARE. MY MIND RACES, MY HEART CHASES, I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. DARK NIGHTS AND DARK DAYS ARE ALL I'M SEEING LATELY. LOST DIRECTION, MAD AT MY REFLECTION. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET ME DOWN. WANTING, LONGING, NEEDING, WITH NO GUIDANCE, NO PATH, I'M LOST IN THIS PLACE. HOWLING, SCREAMS, TEARS, IN MY DREAMS. I WAKE UP I'M EMPTY, I GO TO BED I'M EMPTY. LOOKING FOR MORE, NEED MY HEART TO BE WHOLE, LOOKING DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL.... I'M EMPTY. HELP ME.

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      GIrl...I have tons of stuff to vent about...where would you like to start ? Like this stomach bug that I so did not need..I will let it run it's course..Have to go rest in a few...My tummy is killing...getting this on top exercising...Not the best mix! I will have to go back and see your last message. If I am stressed I have a hard time to keep on focus...

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      I will stop venting...have a great weekend. I had to make a pic to cheer me up!

      SUPERFLY...Get those Disco Ball's Spinning..

      SHAKE IT CRISS !!!

      Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      Haven't been on much..just feeling a little "ho hum" with bad Migraines...Have a happy Criss Filled Weekend ! Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 11 months ago by LisaJeanne

      hiya Jewels, the LKL show was the best out of the 3 that I've seen during the past two years. He seems happy. I hope he is because the economy sucks. It takes his mindframe to get through these times. I don't know how he does it because I am always in that "worry" frame of mind.

      We're getting a heatwave tomorrow...38 degrees I hear lol

      Enjoy the upcoming weekend

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      U can email me anytime if you want to chat. I miss hearing from you and always wondering how you are doing....

      Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      This has been such an inspirational day...for many... As we go out with the old and in with the new...Our down to Earth President of this wonderful nation is extending an invitation in light of HOPE, CHANGE, PROSPERITY in the Nation's distress of yesterday. This is a life altering moment in the lives of the young and old...join together and welcome a new sense of 21 ST Century Order...May God Bless us All !!! We have a President that wants to listen to our voice....and even plans to keep us informed by PODCASTS and BLOGS.... 8 c )

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      In just less than 24 Hours...our lives may be breaching on Chage Forever. Praying the Country will come together so children do not have to starve, shiver, and cry while their parent, or parents find a way to make it thru to the next day...All of us have a dream...make a way out of this captivity, be stronger, and come together as One, no matter what your Beliefs are..In the spirit of MLK...March ahead, don't ever look back, and never JUST be satisfied...Have a dream...

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      Posted 11 months ago by LisaJeanne

      hiya Jewelz, this feels like the longest winter. I cannot wait for Spring to get here already. I know what you mean. Too much Holly info for me. I wish we didn't have to read or see it so often but he obviously seems happy. Did you see the Larry King Live interview? Did you like it?

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      I had to take a brief break too...Alway here via email if you want to chat !

      Miss all of you! Have been way busy with CRAZY times here at my house and at work...I have Tuesday thru Saturday off and will be back chit chatting soon...Loyal Love, Jess

      Here is a thought that is on my mind... Just wanted to share...

      When you look at images such as this, Jan, 15, 2009...You are grateful to be alive and content in your heart that your life is leading you down the right path...never know what could happen tomorrow....

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      Posted 11 months ago by TnDcrisslovers

      oh cool..... lol np. ur sooo lucky u mt criss angel. seriously,,,,,, how did you?