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  • EMPTY

    6/20/09 0 Comments

    I SIT AND STARE. MY MIND RACES, MY HEART CHASES, I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. DARK NIGHTS AND DARK DAYS ARE ALL I'M SEEING LATELY. LOST DIRECTION, MAD AT MY REFLECTION. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET ME DOWN. WANTING, LONGING, NEEDING, WITH NO GUIDANCE, NO PATH, I'M LOST IN THIS PLACE. HOWLING, SCREAMS, TEARS, IN MY DREAMS. I WAKE UP I'M EMPTY, I GO TO BED I'M EMPTY. LOOKING FOR MORE, NEED MY HEART TO BE WHOLE, LOOKING DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL.... I'M EMPTY. HELP ME.

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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      I know that many of you have been down for the count with that nasty critter flu bug going around right now...If it helps any...Look at Criss...I guess he did not get his FLU SHOT this year...Who wants to take turns taking care of him ??

      Get Better !!! Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      HAAAAAAAY HUUH !!!...I FEEL GOOD !!! ( Think James Brown Song ) Come join me for another... ENTER MY MIND !!!

      Happy Weekend All ya Loyals, Stay out of trouble...With the guy above !! And maybe he should be CUT OFF up there!! CHEERS , Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      Shhhhh Baby...I don't have ANYTHING on under these Chaps !!! ARE YOU READY ???

      (screaming I AM I AM Lets play SHOW AND TELL !!!)

      What a beautiful image that would be... Gotta go and find myself some Cowboys !! Get your mind out the GUTTER and have a GREAT MINDFREAK DAY !!!

      Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by LoyalRachelKerico

      Is it okay if I put your picture of Criss and you on my website? If you want to know more about it it's in my blog. :)

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      Posted 10 months ago (changed 10 months ago) by jessrn71

      First Chocolate, Jolly Ranchers, now CAKE ! Tisk...Tisk!

      See how he keeps TAUNTING me...He's RUTHLESS !!! Can I sample the frosting...

      Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      OOOPPS! Getting in the groove of Tae Bo...but look at what I did to Criss' Eye....MY BAD...He looks RIPPED though!

      ASAH ! Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      Like my new work out buddy..anything to keep me motivated...Hang in there chica...Smiles, Jess

      SOUND OFF...ONE TWO...CALLING ALL LOYALS !!

      Here is something to keep me motivated working out..

      Would love to have him as a Trainer...

      MINDFREAK THE FLAB AWAY !!!

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      Posted 10 months ago (changed 10 months ago) by LisaJeanne

      I love Criss mindset. Too bad I don't carry that same mindset. There are many times I wish I had 10% of it just to carry out my day.

      About being "single", although I have had a few LTR I have never been married nor do I have children. I'm 40 now and although I've been exploring the dating world for the past few years, the opportunities around my way SUCK. I always tell my friends who have a "team member" to be grateful because the alternative SUCKS.

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      Holly I guess when they were out at Disneyland last month, gave him a paper ring to wear over it...don't know why..but he does not want to wear it, and he put it in his personal affects...Who knows..he can be so "in love" with being in "love" that he does crazy things like all of us! TTYL...I am going to rest ! Miss chatting with ya girl...Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      Thanks so much about my page..I am always adding something...Can't leave it alone ! I fear it blows up some people's computers when they let it download on their computer!

      About the Crown tattoo on his finger. Veronica and him got matching rings that something..it is hush hush I think what the rings said, but after they broke up...he had his filled in to be the King of Hearts...hence the tattoo on his ring finger.