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  • EMPTY

    6/20/09 0 Comments

    I SIT AND STARE. MY MIND RACES, MY HEART CHASES, I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. DARK NIGHTS AND DARK DAYS ARE ALL I'M SEEING LATELY. LOST DIRECTION, MAD AT MY REFLECTION. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET ME DOWN. WANTING, LONGING, NEEDING, WITH NO GUIDANCE, NO PATH, I'M LOST IN THIS PLACE. HOWLING, SCREAMS, TEARS, IN MY DREAMS. I WAKE UP I'M EMPTY, I GO TO BED I'M EMPTY. LOOKING FOR MORE, NEED MY HEART TO BE WHOLE, LOOKING DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL.... I'M EMPTY. HELP ME.

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      Posted 9 months ago by jessrn71

      NO MORE SAD SONGS....

      Down a few Monte Cristos, write a few sad ballads, watch some horrible B movies while having a great big gallon of Chocolate ice cream, nurse a hangover..perfect perscription to mend a broken heart. I really did not want to see you sad... Chin up...your Loyals are here for a great big hug...And a big bag of Blow Pops !

      Love always Mr. Criss...here is some kleenex for you...SNIFF...SNIFF !!

      Loyal Jess

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      Posted 9 months ago (changed 9 months ago) by LisaJeanne

      hiya, Jewels. How's it going stranger. I am done with winter. Spring/Summer cannot get here soon enough. You and hubby going to Vegas soon? BTW have you seen that gorgeous piece of rock on Holly's neck, an infinity necklace. She has been wearing it in all pics since their LAX birthday party last Dec.

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      Posted 9 months ago by jessrn71

      GEE...MY HAIR SMELLS TERRIFIC !!!

      And for 3 million dollars at my MINDFREAK Store you can purchase A GOOD HAIRDAY, EVERY DAY SEXY SERUM...HURRY...2 FOR 1 Frizz Ease Special going ALL this week...while illusions last !!!

      Gawd...what I would give for that HAIR...not fair that MEN can have more rockin' locks than us...It is INSANITY I SAY !!!

      Running to get my MINDFREAK HAIR SERUM...Don't get in my way in Line...WHACK...SLAP...LOYAL CATFIGHT !!!

      Frizzhead Loyal Jess

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      Posted 9 months ago by jessrn71

      UUUHHH...Someone want to tell Criss that the weekend is NOT over yet...I don't think they make Sunglasses big enough to hide the face of a roaring HANGOVER...Get the ASPIRIN ready !!! Someone will be hugging the Porcelain God ALL DAY!!! Who wants to take turns holding up his head ??? I have my hazmat suit, complete with gas mask ready !!!

      Wish I had some time this weekend to GET THIS PARTY STARTED ...but Criss looks as if he is jammin' enough for all of us!!! Be back tomorrow posting...have to work and get more $$$ for bills...and drinks !!!

      Cheers, Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      WHAT ?!? All I asked is if my BUTT looked big in these Boxers...

      I can give my opinion on ALOT of things in regards to your boxers...Does the word LiL' HOUDINI come to mind ???

      My computer has stopped having hissy fits, so I will be able to answer ALL of my posts and emails....MISS YA...Still have sick kiddos, and all we did was SLEEP ALLNIGHT, recharging our batteries under the infulence of NYQUIL !!!

      COUGH, COUGH, SNIFF SNIFF...Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      KuKoO !! KuKoO !! KUKOO FOR COCOA PUFFS !!

      What better way to start your morning off right with a WELL BALANCED Breakfast with Criss...???

      Be back on later to chat with all my "peeps"...funny how catchy that word is...Don't really like that word "freak"...I mean..."freaky peep..." Not really catchy!!!

      Smiles and Hugs, Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      I treasure all of your feelings of love for me and I am thankful that I opened up and felt the angel wings of all Loyals around me to help me thru this difficult time. Don't know what the future holds, but I am at a loss words for how much love and friendship I have received in the past few days... As I have said before...YOU LOYALS ROCK... This IS our year....BRING IT ON !!!

      I am spreading this fairy dust back to all of you to share your wonderful spirit to others that are in need..Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      HEAD ON...HEAD ON...HEAD ON !!! I HATE YOUR COMMERCIAL BUT I LOVE YOUR PRODUCT !!!

      I guess body suspension and flying over Death Valley dangling by fish hooks do not mix Criss...CRIPES !!!

      LIVE AT 5PM HEAD IMPLOSION ON CATV...STAY TUNED!!!

      I swear the man NEVER learns !!! Who's first to make a house call and play Doctor and Nurse...???

      I will be on to chat more...had a lot of emotional phone calls yesterday..SNIFF SNIFF HONK !!! Cheers, Jess

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      Criss has stopped by to give me a swift kick back into reality. I know, I know...have not been kickin' for the past two days...He is so ruthless...but even he knows with the sudden passing of my cousin...Everyone needs a couple days to recharge !

      Thanks for all of you LOVE and SUPPORT...cannot express how that means to me...Should be back to talk tommorrow...AFTER I EXERCISE...Allright...stop kicking in the butt already Criss !!!

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      Posted 10 months ago by jessrn71

      Not a daily pic of Criss...but I thought this was too damn cute to pass up...HAVE A "KNOCK OUT" DAY LOYALS...bring your mindbodyspirit together as one...

      Kick It ! Jess