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  • EMPTY

    6/20/09 0 Comments

    I SIT AND STARE. MY MIND RACES, MY HEART CHASES, I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. DARK NIGHTS AND DARK DAYS ARE ALL I'M SEEING LATELY. LOST DIRECTION, MAD AT MY REFLECTION. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET ME DOWN. WANTING, LONGING, NEEDING, WITH NO GUIDANCE, NO PATH, I'M LOST IN THIS PLACE. HOWLING, SCREAMS, TEARS, IN MY DREAMS. I WAKE UP I'M EMPTY, I GO TO BED I'M EMPTY. LOOKING FOR MORE, NEED MY HEART TO BE WHOLE, LOOKING DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL.... I'M EMPTY. HELP ME.

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    • Photo of Aragornsgirl Aragornsgirl
      Aragornsgirl
      Female, 37
      Boulder, CO
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      Chillin' in Criss' Penthouse
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      11/20/09
      Posted 6 months ago by Aragornsgirl

      Hi Sweetie how are you? I have tried finding you on my myspace page but I can't. Jess and I Best Friends and Loyal Chicas!

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      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      11/28/09
      Posted 6 months ago by jessrn71

      IT'S MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND...MINDFREAK STYLE !!

      As Criss salutes all of our MEN AND WOMEN in uniform...Think of a serviceman or servicewoman that has touched your lives, PAST OR PRESENT. They need to remembered EVERYDAY and not just by a SPECIAL HOLIDAY. The commitment these remarkable men and women have in their hearts, helps to keep us safe and able to remain free in this great country of ours and our neighbors...ALL OF YOU MINDFREAK US DAILY AS WELL...THANK YOU...THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU...

      A proud citizen of this changing world, Jess

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      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 7 months ago by jessrn71

      JESS IS COMING BACK TO THE PARTY WITH HER FAT TUESDAY'S DRINK IN TOW...R U LOYALS UP FOR A LITTLE FUN TO HELP HER CELEBRATE HER NEXT FEW DAYS OFF ?

      And yes, Criss does have table manners and will be a PERFECT gentleman...All LOYALS are invited to the soiree...Jello Shots ANYONE ???

      Cheers...I need a designated driver...obviously Criss is not up to the task !!!

      Loyal Jess

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      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 7 months ago by jessrn71

      BRINGING YOU AN ANGEL TO GUIDE YOU THRU THE WEEK !

      Seems lately we all could use a little Angel to guide us thru the crazy times lately !!! Sending Loyal Love , Hope, Peace to all of my chica's and peeps ! Always here to vent...Lord knows I have been doing it enough lately...Hope he hears me !!!

      Smiles and Hugs always , Jess

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      moumitanaj
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      Dhaka, BD
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      11/03/09
      Posted 8 months ago by moumitanaj

      my mail address is moumitanaj@gmail.com

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      moumitanaj
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      Dhaka, BD
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      Posted 8 months ago by moumitanaj

      Who want to friendship with me in here for a long relationship?

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      moumitanaj
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      Dhaka, BD
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      Posted 8 months ago by moumitanaj

      Hello Loyals How are you?

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      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 8 months ago by jessrn71

      COME HITCH A RIDE WITH CRISS INTO A NEW WEEK !!! I'M FIRST IN LINE...(THUMP) BACK OFF !!!

      Will be working on my remaining blogs about meeting Criss and all that good stuff! Have a great week Loyals...STAY OUT OF TROUBLE...Can't say DON'T DO ANYTHING I WOULDN'T DO...because I already did it !!!

      Smiles and Hugs, Jess

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      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 8 months ago by jessrn71

      HEY DID YOU SEE JOANN AND JESS VISIT THE LUXOR LAST WEEK...THE SPHINX IS NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME !!!

      Yes, I am still recovering from my Mini Vegas Vaca...most important of all I delivered a HUGE basket to Criss with items some of his Loyals requested...and even more special, got to meet a friend that has been like a sister FOREVER...that is what life is ALL about !!!

      Check both of Blogs for upcoming pictures and blogs...it was a total MINDFREAK !!! STAY TUNED !!!

      Smiles and Hugs, Jess

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      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 9 months ago by jessrn71

      Have all the GREEN BEER you can today! I have lots going on in the next 2 days...Criss, Thunder Dudes, Partying with JoAnn at the Luxor...but I will all be thinking of my peeps...Cheers, BuRp, Gulp...Gulp Jess