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  • EMPTY

    6/20/09 0 Comments

    I SIT AND STARE. MY MIND RACES, MY HEART CHASES, I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. DARK NIGHTS AND DARK DAYS ARE ALL I'M SEEING LATELY. LOST DIRECTION, MAD AT MY REFLECTION. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET ME DOWN. WANTING, LONGING, NEEDING, WITH NO GUIDANCE, NO PATH, I'M LOST IN THIS PLACE. HOWLING, SCREAMS, TEARS, IN MY DREAMS. I WAKE UP I'M EMPTY, I GO TO BED I'M EMPTY. LOOKING FOR MORE, NEED MY HEART TO BE WHOLE, LOOKING DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL.... I'M EMPTY. HELP ME.

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    • Photo of WitchyWoman77 WitchyWoman77
      WitchyWoman77
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      Ultimate Loyal Freak since July '07!
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      11/06/09
      Posted 5 months ago by WitchyWoman77

      Hey there. I like your new profile pic! Looks like you sat on his lap... lucky, lucky!

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      believe
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      09/27/09
      Posted 5 months ago by AndromedaGreece

      hi thank you for the comments,why you are not in much?something happened?

    • Photo of IBELIEVE77 IBELIEVE77
      IBELIEVE77
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      FINALLY MET CRISS!!!! WHAT AN ABSOLUTE SWEETIE!!!! I'M ON CLOUD 99!!!!
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      09/02/09
      Posted 5 months ago by IBELIEVE77

      Hey Jewelz,

      How are you???? Very long time no talk, hope all is well. Just dropping a line to say hello and I love your new pic with Criss. I'll talk to you later.

      Suz

    • Photo of LisaJeanne LisaJeanne
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      Life's what you make of it so make is the best
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      08/22/09
      Posted 5 months ago by LisaJeanne

      Heya Jewelz, its Lisa from worc ma... last we spoke it was sleet and snow 24/7. So you DID go to Vegas again and I see you met up with Criss at a book signing too. How was the event besides chaotic I would imagine. Has the "loyal love" come back full force now that some of the press issues have been killed off? Criss is like a drug, you just cannot leave. He's too adorable to pass up lol

    • Photo of Code_of_the_Arts Code_of_the_Arts
      Code_of_the_Arts
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      Enjoyin' life
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      11/25/09
      Posted 5 months ago by Code_of_the_Arts

      YAY! U got to meet Criss again! Awesome!!

      tk care!

    • Photo of jessrn71 jessrn71
      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      11/28/09
      Posted 5 months ago by jessrn71

      CRISS YOU INVITE US TO LAX VIA TWITTER AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENS...WE LOYALS KNOW HOW TO PARTY !!! GUESS YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE TO CALL AN AMBULANCE TO KEEP UP WITH US CHICA'S AND OUR FAT TUESDAY'S !!!

      Can't believe we are at a MONDAY again !!! Have a great week and keep smilin...more party time at the end of the week ! Who's turn is it to call 911 for Criss this weekend ???

      Smiles and Hugs, Jess (raising Fat Tuesday Margarita To You)

    • Photo of jessrn71 jessrn71
      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      11/28/09
      Posted 5 months ago by jessrn71

      Damn girl !!! What a HOT pic of the both of you !!! Love handles ? What are you talkin' about ! You look awesome chica !!! What's your secret...I need some help !!! Chat with me more girl...I miss ya...Jo Ann down there misses ya too !!

    • Photo of Aragornsgirl Aragornsgirl
      Aragornsgirl
      Female, 37
      Boulder, CO
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      Chillin' in Criss' Penthouse
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      11/20/09
      Posted 6 months ago by Aragornsgirl

      Hi Hon how are you? I still have my Myspace page. I am doing great. Just working alot.

    • Photo of jessrn71 jessrn71
      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 6 months ago by jessrn71

      So nice to hear from you !!! I see your tattoo is on Robin Leach's Blog in the photo gallery on the article for the MF opening...How are you doing ??? Husbands will be husband's won't they..I am in the dog house all the time. I see he is having another Signing this Saturday. I don't think I am going to go...Too much craziness for me !!! Email me at jess_rn@cox.net if you want to chat with me that way !!!

    • Photo of jessrn71 jessrn71
      jessrn71
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      LOYAL CHICA WAITING UP TOP OF THE CASTLE WAITING FOR HER PRINCE TO COME AND GET HER BEARING CHICKEN AND RICE
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      Posted 6 months ago by jessrn71

      Hello Girlie !! I LOVED SEEING YOU AT THE STORE OPENING !!! I miss you so much here on the site ! Wish we could have spent some time together !!!

      Keep in touch !!!

      Jess