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  • EMPTY

    6/20/09 0 Comments

    I SIT AND STARE. MY MIND RACES, MY HEART CHASES, I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. DARK NIGHTS AND DARK DAYS ARE ALL I'M SEEING LATELY. LOST DIRECTION, MAD AT MY REFLECTION. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET ME DOWN. WANTING, LONGING, NEEDING, WITH NO GUIDANCE, NO PATH, I'M LOST IN THIS PLACE. HOWLING, SCREAMS, TEARS, IN MY DREAMS. I WAKE UP I'M EMPTY, I GO TO BED I'M EMPTY. LOOKING FOR MORE, NEED MY HEART TO BE WHOLE, LOOKING DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL.... I'M EMPTY. HELP ME.

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      Posted 11 months ago by Shroomyduck

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      Posted 11 months ago by criss_grl

      Hey jewlz!! thanks so much for the suggestion on the book title! if you come up with anymore than let me know!! and once again, THANKS!!

      Love you always Kayala!! xoxo

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      Posted 11 months ago by WitchyWoman77

      Nope, I don't live in Vegas. I wish! I live in Lake Placid, NY. It's cold here! I think we had -30 windchills today. I'm sorry the year isn't starting out great for you yet, but give it time. Write down all the things you'd like to change or have accomplished this year and make baby steps to achieve them. I'm trying to better my life too, and I know it's no easy task! I understand about falling for Criss... meeting him makes you want him even more! He has that effect on a lot of us for some reason.

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      Posted 11 months ago by criss_grl

      HEY LOYAL!! Its your loyal sis here! just askin that you all please help me with my new project!! please go read my new blog!! its really important!!

      thank you and love you!! Loyal Dani, Kayala or whatever else you wanna call me!! lol

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      Tell me all about how you are as well...OOPS..I thought the Angel above had clothes on...guess not..it is the thought that counts ! I was paying attention to her shoes !! Smiles, Jess

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      Posted 11 months ago by WitchyWoman77

      Hey there! I befriended you because I agree with you on a lot of stuff. =). I read your blog and I'm going through the same thing. I'm trying to change my life too. Baby steps, right? Hopefully 2009 will be the year for us to turn our lives around! I know I need a change too! TTYL

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      Posted 11 months ago (changed 11 months ago) by LisaJeanne

      hiya Jewelz....oh I just love this NE weather. Looking outside my window tonight it appears of a beautiful ice rink. Come morning I will need to ice skate my way to my car. lol

      I hear you and completely understand the other topic you discussed. Many have the same feelings. Is it "her" or the fact that he has become so famous that now he's all over the press plus the ones that win his heart of also famous? Then again, maybe its just a phase he is going thru.

      I forgot to ask you, did you go see the BeLIEve show yet? I was planning on going up come April/May. I have never been to Vegas so when I go I'm going to touch all those "must sees"

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      Posted 11 months ago by jessrn71

      I so agree with everything you said. It can be tough being a LOYAL these days. I met her..she is in one of my pics when I met him...She is really TEENY...I am taller than her! Don't let it get you down. He is still a great guy...when I met him that night...and plus when I was front row at the show...got to hold his hand twice...so their are good things too... I worry about you...YOU are so nice...always in my thoughts and prayers...email me at jess_rn@cox.net if you can do that easier...I am always here if you need someone to talk to..that is what friends are for!

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      Posted 11 months ago by shagen

      Thanks! I missed talking to you. Hope you had a great christmas and new years!

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      Posted 11 months ago by LoyalRachelKerico

      Thank you.